untitled
viviti
its 2 am
she puts the child
into his crib
goes into the
tiny
white
library
books strewn
New Yorkers
Car and Drivers
and
Gourmets
she looks
in the mirror
wondering
why she bothers
she knows she
find nothing
new
a red-eyed
wild haired
bespectacled
creature who
desperately
needs a
hot shower
to find words
to be herself
not the
momma
dishwasher
keeper
of the
correspondence
the hearth and home
just a
woman
needing to hear
nothing but
the
beating of the
water
streaming
taking away
the day
for just 5
minutes
in five minutes
she will
return
she will put
all the hats
back on
and she will
try to
remember
the poem
she wrote
in that
brief time
of peace
creation
and hot water



the green metal chairs
wait patiently
in the winter sun
for the spring rain
the summer's heat
the coffee drinkers
and the crumbs
to fall  through the cracks



the roses drooped gently

as if knowing their time
was coming to an end
some reaching for the sun
others bent and broken

what does it mean that we buy
each other blossoms already dead
what does it mean for us to watch
their lovely corpses decay
on our mantles and tabletops
only to be tossed aside when
they begin to shed their petals

is it truly a symbol of love
or simply another sign of
our vanity thinking the careless
thought that we can control
a bit of nature

***

as i woke up,
i could not remember my dreams
i tried to go back to sleep
thinking i could yet reclaim
the sweet place of slumber's repose
but it was not to be
the sun streaming thru
the stained glass window
spraying the room with
shards of light
as my son bellowed echoing
the song of morning
cheerfully broadcast by
happy birds of spring.

*****

'you were always more trouble than you were worth'
she muttered bleakly at the stringy mass of tangles
that laughed back at her from the foggy mirror...
she realized there was but one way to end this

she reached into the bathroom cabinet ready to do damage
pulling out the clippers and the razor bound and determined
'Freedom at last!' she bellowed as each soggy golden tress
landed in a pile on the cobalt and ivory tiled floor...

'..maybe tomorrow' as the alarm clock buzzed waking
her from the most wonderful dream of
no more tangles no more tears.




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